I am here, and you are where you are
I am here, and you are where you are is a portrait series developed by photographer Nikola Tamindzic in the first months of the COVID-19 pandemic, when ordinary structures of time and proximity abruptly fell apart. Working from his apartment in Manhattan, Tamindzic conducted remote sessions with sitters in Berlin, Belgrade, Bogotá and elsewhere, directing the cameras on their phones and laptops as they moved them their living spaces. The portraits depend on the subjects’ active participation and physical control of the device, which creates a marked sense of agency and presence. The images shown here were made in the first fearful weeks of lockdown; they form the core of a larger sequence currently being edited toward a future book under the same title.
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What began as necessity evolved into true collaboration, and within that space, intimacy emerged—unexpected, sometimes fragile, often luminous. These were not the pixelated remnants of Zoom calls or Facetime sessions, degraded by compression and distance. They were full-scale photographs, made possible through the active engagement of the subjects themselves—who held not just the space, but the apparatus. That convergence of presence and participation became essential to the intimacy and vulnerability we uncovered together.
Now, these portraits remain as markers of that uncertain period, but they also offer something more enduring: a reminder that even across digital fragmentation, connection is possible; a form of hope that doesn’t insist on grand gestures but finds meaning in the act of reaching out—of continuing, together.
The title of this series borrows from Nick Cave, whose own meditations on grief and grace offered a kind of roadmap through that time. These images carry some of that spirit—a belief that beauty, connection, and the simple insistence on life can persist, even in the most bewildering circumstances.
The images shown here are from the earliest, most unsettled months—March to May 2020. The remaining portraits and reflections will appear in a photo book planned for release in 2027.
April 11, 2020, Tokyo, JapanKeiko Kojima, artist
Yoko Kojima, homemaker, Keiko’s mother
March 26 2020, Brooklyn, NY, United StatesKurt McVey, writer
“You asked me to stare at my viewfinder for several minutes. You were on the other side watching. In that time, my thoughts and feelings went from white to black and back again. It was a full-spectrum COVID psychological self-evaluation. Thanks.”
April 19 2020, Bellport Village, NY, United StatesIra Silverberg, arts and publishing consultant
ApriL 10 2020, Rockville, MD, United StatesJiaJia Fei, digital strategist for the art world
Antwaun’s roommate, pre-pandemic
April 10 2020, Brooklyn, NY, United StatesAntwaun Sargent, writer/curator
JiaJia’s roommate, pre-pandemic
April 28 2020, Oslo, NorwayAmélia Rosenn Bernal, merchandiser
Morgwen Coste, co-head of Altared Khaos Associates, Amélia’s mother
May 1 2020, Ewing, NJ, United StatesAdam Weinberger, veterinary technician
Benjamin E. Nelson, veterinary assistant
March 22 2020, Philadelphia, PA, United StatesCatherine Corcoran, actress
May 13 2020, Bayonne, FranceMau Kiki, cat
Anastasia Heidi Mila Larvoll, M. Phil historian
Matteo Halpern-Bojanovich, social activist
Left: March 22 2020, Ciudad de México
Right: May 21 2020, Mérida, MexicoMar Castañedo, French literature student, art mode, at the beginning of the pandemic, and two months later
”I haven’t left my place in almost a week. That seems like the best idea. Thankfully, I live in a building that was built in the Sixties with a pale yellow stove in the kitchen and baby pink tile in the bathroom. Sometimes I take a bath and submerge my head, and it takes me somewhere other than where I am.”
March 19 2020, Los Angeles, CA, United StatesSusannah Breslin, writer
March 30 2020, SingaporePrakash Puru, magician
April 19, New York, NYZiggy, cat
Dina Litovsky, photographer
April 26 2020, New York, NY, United StatesSeyi River, filmmaker and composer
April 16 2020, Chicago, IL, United StatesReuben Wu, photographer and musician
May 3 2020, London, United KingdomCharles Evans, drummer
Charlotte Muscat, model
March 20 2020, Brooklyn, NY, United StatesElena Goddard, musician
May 30 2020, Phoenix, AZ, United StatesHayden Hill
Mindy Loleng, Hayden’s mother
March 17 2020, Los Angeles, CA, United StatesChloë C. Caro, film producer
March 15 2020, The Bronx, NY, United StatesJuly K, artist
Day one